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creature cometh creature taket
i can feel its claws dig into my flesh
i grin from the pain it feeds me
his eyes open up
i can feel him breathing
he pulls me in closer
licks away my tears
his existence is whats left of me
he shields my eyes
there is still some humanity left in him
i follow him further down...
his sickness gets worse
he feeds on my flesh
teeth as jagged as rusty knifes
he slices up whats left
indulging in whats left
in this moment
he exhales the very core of my sin
he smiles in his wicked ways
this is my rebirth...
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Literature
Dont tell me that you care
I slip into this shell
its mouth appears
swallowing me whole
walls flash black and red
time slips further as i fall
my mistakes
my anguish
my sorrow
it fills me with a numbness
i can let go now that Im in deaths grip
it feels rottenly sweet the way Ive been taken in by my angel of death
the one face that i didnt expect to see
here to take everything that hurts me away...
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Literature
Shelter
Sever the ties
Break the bonds
As the heart arises
You stab it
Don't let it experience
What heartache cascades and sheets this world
its only mercy
to do wrong just to undo all that isn't right with us
we are so flawed it seems no one can even begin to depict whats right
i rather have been left alone
then be stuck alone without you
hope is the illusion they conjured to facilitate a fairy tale
no one goes home happy
no one gets a story book ending
no one....
it fills me with a deep regret
it stings like a poison to the nerves
it seems you unintentionally put the blade in my back
but it intentionally hurts more then anything one could imagine
I'll mask this wound
dress it with bitterness
bandage it so no one sees it again
let the poison seep out
and with it
it shall take that small part you took from me
and no one will ever see that same person again
all we will have is a memory
all we will have to comfort us
all we will have to remember
all we will have to hold together whatever it is t
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Literature
The mistake of giving you me
Once again we let our hearts betray us…
Setting ourselves up for failure
It seems only fitting and human nature
Oh how misery and happiness go hand and hand
Like a glove it all seems to fit all to well
Why do I do this to myself
Trusting in you just because you seem to be a ray of hope
Hope is hollow
I'm foolish
Just like human nature I trust unto you for the last time
For the last time I let myself slip away into you
It ends here
Cast my heart into the abyss
If I feel nothing for the rest of my life
It's a price well paid for the mistakes and lacerations you will make upon me
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Non-Entity
Its sad how with one word you can shred worlds
Collapse existence
Devour hearts
End love
Divorce happiness from the soul
Only in death would i hope for a better place from you
Monsters tell fables of you
Demons loath you
Gods fear you
My existence fades within this pain you intend to inflict which you call love
Though i wish to be cast away I also yearn to be blanketed in you
A seductive torture things u make me believe that aren't true
A shard of dignity whats left of what i was
I begin to cut away from whats left of what you can take away
Heartache seeps out
Love seeps out
Disgust seeps out
A puddle remains
I look within to see myself for the last time
The rain takes me away
Goodbye forever
Farewell
Though you appear to be my savior
All you saved was for yourself
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Literature
Walk Away
I walk away from the happiness that could
She asks why
I bite my lip tighter
I clinch the blade a bit harder
Pain will remind me never to turn back
To trust is to give in
And like a snake she will slither in and take whats mine
The thing that makes me, what I am
As wild as a phoenix
As loving as the sun
The things she sees in my eyes as she loses herself in them
Why does her evil ways feel so good
Her luscious lips scorning my flesh with every kiss
Her touch leaving scars to show for years
The feeling of being with her unbearable
Yet if I leave I'll die
The need for her drug
But the disgust of this poison she feeds
This love coursing through my veins
Burning to spread
I die to keep you inside
The tragedy of love so bittersweet
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Literature
Life...
Life can change in a second, but why can't i change life in a second?
For all this misery I have nothing to show for it
For all the pain I've brought, not even the tears can amount to all the regret
I don't regret the times, I regret the people
I can't forget the people
There faces stuck in my head, as if I were looking in the mirror
My life was changed in a second
I can't change my life back
If god were here would he let this happen
Who do i pray to when I need help
Where do I look for a savior
They say your only savior is yourself
How can I even look in the mirror with such scars
I hate myself
But I love that hate
Its what seems to be the only intact thing to me
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Literature
Noose
He Closes His Eyes
Only To Hear the Noises
10,000 Voices screaming, crying, chanting
All driving him deranged
His feet Can't carry him further anymore
He's on the edge of the world
There's no one there to save him
He's Surrounded
He's Overwhelmed
He's Pushed
Falling
Failing all those he loved
They speak of forgiveness
Yet sin's aren't washed away from his soul
His own demons begin to surface
He isn't going to run anymore
With his heart He takes it all in
Purge's his own soul
All thats left is a scar
He is awake
Running
He doesn't look back
Nothing but the chase on his mind
Does what he likes
Does what they regret
He's lost friends
He's Friends really never found him
He's unconscious
He is awake
Falling
He doesn't look down
Nothing but the fear on his mind
Self-Sacrafice
He will die for what they want
They will understand
He Lands
He's awake
He does it all again
Does he need another friend
They got him his far
Sacrafice
In hopes of being forgiven
His past-life he was the root of many ev
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Literature
A Feeling That Can't
As soon as the sun hits my face
She steps into my head
A disease that has no cure
A feeling that can't be comprehended
You smile, you walk different, you glow different
It's her, like a star you just want to pick her out of the sky and stare at her for all eternity
Together never apart,
But apart she does not leave u
It's not that easy
She may be a world away
Yet she still takes refugee in your heart
A feeling that can't be comprehended
Your an addicted now, it all feels like nirvana
A different level a different place
Your the only two in the universe
Yet your one in the same
A feeling that can't be comprehended
L.O.V.E.
You feel it in your soul
As you begin to intertwine
Forever 2 flames shall burn
You set the world on fire
A feeling that can't be comprehended
Never enough, always good enough, she's that fix u love to get
An Angel in disguise, heaven doesn't exist
But she brings it to your world anyway
She' can't be comprehended, so never let go
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Literature
No Feeling For This Hell
A change of heart
A red to orange
A heart drops
All is shattered
My shadow is lost
Memories Lost
My path is blocked
I sink down into the unknown
The noise it stings the ears
They perform a labatomy
The light is blinding
Every sense overthrown
it all rushes in
I'm taken captive by my own mind
My own free will an illusion
My past supressed
A future with no choices
I'm forced to embrace
Strapped to the table
The burning sensation of being sliced open
It's a release for my soul
Nothing leaks out of its empty host
Yet I can't see death yet
My mind numb
Everything a dull gray
The feeling of blood rushing to escape
A fire rises within
Only to be extinshed from the outside
I'm purged of flesh
Silent, afloat
Flowing down the streams of hell
Eyes sown shut
My torture yet to be seen
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Literature
Falling
The Sky Opens
The Roar of Black noise fills my ears
It is all still
Every emotion rushing through me
Every memory flashing before my eyes
Lifting me to the sky
I fall down across a sky of fire
Here nothing feels the same
Water spreads
Afloat caught in a void
The sight of empty blue water
A Coldness over-throws me
Ashamed of my life
Ashamed of what I am
Blood fills the water
I begin to sink
Falling to the bottom
Nothingness Is what I've become
Sucked into a hole
As if I was Cyclying down the drain
Screams can be heard
Anguish and pain surrounds me
My mind clouded with there pain
Spit it, I find myself on the street
I am not myself
I've lost control
I fall to my knees
Curse the heavens
In bursts of sharp pain I sprout my black wings
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Literature
Rape to Ruin
Cold
Cold numbs
Numbs out feeling
Feelings unwanted
Unwanted  Rape
Raped by love
Love ruined
Ruined like my heart
Heart that has been locked away for to long
Away to long because of the cold
Numbed away because of the feeling
Feelings of rape
Rape that ruins
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Literature
Lottery of Love
Why search for something that hurts?
Picking a number
Taking a chance
To find that lucky one
Why gamble with your heart
One of the most sacred things
A thing that can't be replaced
But repaired several times by hand
Something everyone holds so dear to them
A device unlocked with a key by that one
A few minutes of nirvana with the door open
A few moments of the deepest pits of hell with the door open
Close it back up
Pick a number
Take a chance
Find that lucky one
Why search for love?
Pick up the Pieces
Stitch them together
Count the numbers
Love to ruins
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Literature
Forget I Existed
Choices, blindfold yourself
Emotions, cut them loose
Life, forget your exists
The black swarms like a sea, engulfing all you have
Exhaling liquid, just let go
No stress, No anger, no desperation
The black it eats you away
Years melt away, minutes only seconds
An injection of static, lifeless you begin to fall
Pain dissolved,
No one to hurt you
No one to feel you
Not a soul to be found
Forget I existed....
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Literature
Blindly...
Blindly
I climbed into the stranger's car
Never asked a name, never looked at there face
I closed my eyes I began to dream
I let my pain be soothed with what my mind desired
I awoke; the car was rolling, glass shattered and sliced me
Inhaled a few breaths, we stopped
I closed my eyes I began to dream
I felt my body be carried away
Not physically from this plane
But Mentally I felt everything up rise
Instead of me moving across the world
I moved the world beneath my feet
No sheer emotion could describe this feeling and no feelings could corrupt what I had left
I wondered, Night after night
Sunlight, last shun on that day
No words to say, no emotion towards me
They all pointed to what I wanted
The Reality
Everyone had given up
I was in a world where there eyes were sown shut, there mouths gagged, there ears slit
In the absence of hope I crept
Farther…
Darker…
No air to inhale…
I felt my body be enclosed
They shut the coffin….
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Black Orchid
My heart drips in stains on the kitchen counter
For desperation of an artificial love
That will last forever drenched in lies.
My brain melts from my heart’s compassion
Life seems real without you speaking the words I want to hear.
A child, I was wrapped in your warmth,
Forgiving of your faults, especially your truths that were false.
My memories stretch to find what was right,
The find is within my soul, embedded with trash
A metal plug stricken through
To ignore all other feelings of love.
Black orchid leaves fall
Behind closed eyes
And a tortured mind.
My hands touch every inch of me that was yours,
Like the black orchid leaves swimming past my skin
While I sit on this piece of grass, thinking
Of whom I was with him.
Rain, beating deeply on my window
Crimson stains of little shadows,
Inches crawling, past the reflection of my face
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Only god can disguise.
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Empowerd Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
this

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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!


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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and
say it to your self 6 times!!


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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!


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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
what you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!



























































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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
pay very close attention this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864
and if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that
after hearing these stories.


First Example:


Take Barbra Wallace .. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got
this same chain letter. She had a crush on th e same kid since
kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be
alive.


Second Example:


Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra , he had a crush on a girl since
3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage
to ask
her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years.
They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.


Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked.
Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to
check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek
either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was
this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what
could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends
from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that same
time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer,
and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
ever since.


Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will fall in love with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur
chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining
cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch.....
you only have 1 hour
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PoisonInPlastic Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2012
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angeljunkie Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2010   Photographer
Hey... What's up? Been awhile.
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joey-jordison666 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2010   Writer
a while isnt the word sir
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angeljunkie Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2010   Photographer
Uh, yeah. More like a couple years, I guess
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joey-jordison666 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2010   Writer
miss u
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JoshuaAlanKeen Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2008   Digital Artist
whats up man, been a long time seems like... hope all is well
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