Nightmare Romance

My Fabrication seems to begin with you
Why does the sweetest goodbye's seem so hard?
Why must every being on this planet need a mate?
Love is such a good word to use to describe us
I am conceited and self centered for the dumb moronic actions I take
It's been forever for us and Now I am slowly beginning to cry
Upon this tower built on tears and molded in sorrow
I continue my life away from everyone once again
Suppressed memories of my happiness
Stronger drugs to try and get a hold of the bliss you gave me
Restless and withering like sand as I lay in this bed of time
Looking towards the white coated ceiling wishing to be as vacuous as this world has become
Chase everything down and away with a nice bottle of poison
Through this needle lays the key to extricate from you
Sweet orange nights and vanilla tasting skin  as we laid together pretending we were in heaven
Candle lit darkness spent together holding and caressing each other
I became the caretaker of your soul
A port to damnation beyond human contempt
A temptation of sweet lust and rotten candy but a close taste to heroin
The breath from my lips brings life to you
You took a gamble and indulged yourself in the blood of your black angel
You were faithful and careless
Finally decided to play with suicide
Now Your dead
Like fire I scourge skin and eat flesh but mend and tend your wounds past the heart
Now I have made a cast, for your heart out of my hate
Coil you in poison and witness you rust
Till you exhale death